God.Im sorry

I lost my virginity to my sister's boyfriend and then had sex with him three more times,at first me and him were friends then he raped me, I was scared and crying and then he apoligized and told me he had just wanted to make love to me and didn't mean to be agressive. I forgave him and then he did it a second time, I stop talking to him for months but then he started stalking me, and telling me he loved me and that I was beautiful and that he cried over me.. so I began to be friends with him. the last time it was consentual. I feel like a whore and a backstabbing b____ dear god forgive me and let me love myself enough to not do anything in order to hear someone say I LOVE YOU
Category Betrayal