Hate and Suicide
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I hate myslf. I'm a lonely, ugly, stupid, teenager. I've been through hell before and I thought things would get beter. And they did- for two whole months. What is so wrong with me? I'm a sixteen year old who binges and purges, or exercises or uses laxitives. I detest my body to the point where I cut myself and I do not feel a thing. The pain inside me is so deep I can feel it in my heatbeats. I hate my heartbeats. I want to stop them. I'm possibly the worlds most unloved, un-noticed, unimportant and unwanted girl in existance. Everything about me is bad. I'm still to fat, I'm still on my own, I'm lonely, I'm completely unaccepted. I HATE MYSELF!! I need to get out of this life!
Category General Confession
Submitted 04-09-2007 11:01
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advice from Guest2993605 | 04-26-2007 01:31 | E : 0 | S : 0
I don't know you, but sister, I have love for you. I feel your pain, and I feel your beauty. God loves you, and he is with you.
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advice from Guest2876693 | 05-06-2007 00:08 | E : 0 | S : 0
You were me, and I am you 6 years later if you dont find hope. I use to use drugs heavily for 3 years, I binge and I purge, on the outside I am happy but I miserable inside. I dont have any friends and I feel empty.
Volunteer somewhere with sick little children, abuse women, or the homeless. You will appreciate your life.
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advice from Guest3106916 | 05-10-2007 08:17 | E : 0 | S : 0
Baby tell someone, like a parent or other relative that you are feeling this way. Please, please dont keep stuff like this bottled up inside. My best friend killed himself when we were younger. And he never knew how much I loved him. God, there isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about him. And his headstone is always covered with little things left by people that loved him. But he'll never know because he's dead. And hes dead because he chose not to talk about what was bothering him. If you have problems with your weight, don't do anything extreme. Just walk! I lost 70 ponds by walking, and walking, and walking.
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advice from Guest3326148 | 07-09-2007 00:10 | E : 0 | S : 0
i am you.
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