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I may look like an innocent 17 year old girl; I'm into lots of sports and have a great social life. But I snort pills every night and smoke weed almost everyday. I got arrested over a year ago for possession and thought that maybe that would change my habits. But ever since then I've been getting worse and worse. I recently started doing coke and I hate that I love it. My grades are suffering and I'm afraid whats gonna happen with college. My best friend is constantly dissapointed in me and my last relationship ended because of drugs. I wish I could stop this all but a part of me doesnt want to. I dont know what to do, I'm ruining my life...
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advice from Guest2993605 | 05-22-2007 23:52 | E : 1 | S : 0
www.promises.com

I just watched Tyra this morning for the first time in a long time.. it was an episode about drug addictions, and people addicted to drugs going to a place called "Promises".. Then I for some reason decided to browse through here which I never do.. You were supposed to hear about Promises. Find one by you, go to it. It may be extremely hard.. but it'll be worth it. If you're a parent, they have certain ones for moms as well so just look for it. Or maybe they'll have some info on tyra's website. [moderated: url removed - sorry]
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advice from Guest3144649 | 05-20-2007 00:06 | E : 0 | S : 0
You could go to one of those group things and ask your friend to come along for support and comfort.

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advice from Guest3159751 | 05-23-2007 21:55 | E : 0 | S : 0
perhaps you could do what i did. i was just like you but without the sports and sure i got arrested for possesion and yes it got worse as time went on and i eventually lost all of my freinds because of it... i had gotten so fed up with myself that i had even attempted suicide on night after taking about 7 bars... then after i failed with my suicide attempt i decided that enough was enough and i put EVERY LAST BIT OF DRUGS THAT I HAD (along with the para)I packed it in my truck went to the beach and threw all of it in the water... ounce by ounce pill by pill ( the hardest part was getting rid of all of my coke) and after i had dumped it all in the water i sat on the beaco for hours crying... a few days went by an the with drawels just got harder and harder but after a while i didnt want coke nor pot nor pills any more

i have been clean for a grande total of 6 months and 13 days
most of the freinds that i had lost now call me thier freind again
this is just my story but there are plenty of ways to quit
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advice from Guest3166715 | 05-25-2007 17:25 | E : 0 | S : 0
find something, anything, to clean yourself up. religion, bf, anything.
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advice from Guest3173405 | 05-27-2007 19:18 | E : 0 | S : 0
You're on to something about believing your ruining your life. Stop the drugs and find something else that gives you a high. I've been down the road you are on and it ain't pretty. I was lucky because I got away from drugs because once I graduated from high school I didn't see my so called friends anymore. The only thing we had in common were drugs. Boring!! Try jogging. Believe it nor not, you can get away from the stuff but you have to want to. Getting arrested as an adult will ruin your life. My friend did and he can no longer even apply for a good job because he doesn't want to lie on his job application and get caught if they hire him. He was a teacher, now he works for a slum lord, having to lie about fixing up their dumps, never even sending a handyman out to fix anything. He hates his job but he would be mortified to get hired somewhere else and then get fired for lying on his application. Immerse yourself in your favorite sport. Read a good book. It's not too hard once you're away from them for a time. Try narcotics anymonous. Good luck.

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advice from Guest3397787 | 07-17-2007 08:31 | E : 0 | S : 0
Yes you are ruining your life. If you don't stop now and pull yourself together shit is going to go on your record forever. Then you may never get a good job, or anything.
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advice from Guest747690 | 12-12-2007 00:46 | E : 0 | S : 0
whoever just posted that comment about how you would snort pills is stupid. you obviously crush them up into a powder and then snort them.
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advice from Guest1559727 | 11-26-2007 00:52 | E : 0 | S : 1
now how in the f___ do you snort pills
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