it's all too much..
university, sexuality, insecurity...
i mean... is it worth coming out?
is school really worth it?
when will i ever be comfortable being me?
sometimes i feel like it would solve all my problems just to tell everyone that i'm gay...
but then i think about it more and it's clear that i would lose many friends, ever more family. my parents are rich conservatives... give me anything i need or want and more and i'm still not happy... just goes to show that money can't buy happiness ever... and that'll never change.
i don't know what i want in life anymore... and i used to... i just want some kind of sign that life will be okay. is that too much to ask for?
Category General Confession
