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Haven't Let GoQuickCode : love sucksI was friends with this guy since 6th grade and we started dating in 7th grade. (he was a year older). And one day, at a party after my guy left, his friend pushed me up against a tree with his entre body and started to try to kiss me. A little distraught after that, I started making out with a friend of mine. I never told my guy of the time that his friend did that, and I still havent 5 years later. But I did tell him I cheated on him and I broke up with him. Two months later we went back together, but again I cheated on him. I never told him, but someone else did. This time we stayed together, he just never trusted me. Freshman year I broke up with him for a boy in Ireland that I thought somehow I would have a chance with. Yeah right. Not only did I ruin a great relationship, but I ruined an even better friendship. The worst thing, is that I couldn't live knowing that he was upset and I quickly became depressed. He started drinking heavily and all I could think of is the opportune moment to kill myself. A year later we talked it out and I realized I couldn't live my life without him. I told him I loved him. He told me he loved me. But we still stayed single. A year ago we talked about everything and nothing on my porch at 2 in the morning, and for the first time we kissed. I knew he was the one, I just knew it. I felt it. Everything fit together perfectly. Now, a full year and a half later, he has a different girlfriend and I haven't had a boyfriend all 4 years of highschool.
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