he loves me

i have this wonderful man who wants to love me and my four kids. i have never really felt love before and it scares the shit out of me. i should be greatful, but still am scared because of the things from my past. i have to let my gaurd down. he has done so much for me and who i have become in the past 3 years we have been together. now all this talk of taking it to the next level. i don't know.......
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