His Secret Lover..QuickCode : loveI'm in love with my bff of eight years and i can't keep him out of my mind.. he's 2 years older than myself, he lives seven hours away, he doesnt know how i feel.. He loves me like a bff, like a sister.. I love in an way imaginable.. I would go as far as dying for him, letting him kill me, if it meant his life. I would do anything for him.. I see him once a year for a week. It's hard leaving after a week of time with him.. I cry, i get depressed, i stop talking, for about another week, so for two weeks in the summer most of my friends don't get to communicate with me. I ususally keep the depression part of that for the whole summer.. It wears off when i get ack to school, with other guys to think about.. :P I don't know if i should tell him and risk humiliation, and ruin our friendship.. I am 90% sure he doesnt like me.. I'm 100% ure i love him... HELP ME!!! what should i do?!!? :S Visited 418 times. advice from Guest837811 | 09-04-2007 03:08 | E : 0 | S : 0 |