Hope Fear Love

I am falling for you. I leave soon, and he comes back. I know I have a girlfriend of 2 years but I don't love her. I never have. You did nothing to change that. It was wrong from the start. I just don't have it in me to end it.

I know he comes back soon and you want to see where it goes with him, but I know he's going to break your heart. It is all just so sudden. I watch Pen all the time, not only because I love her, but because it gives me an excuse to see your for just a few more minutes during the day. It makes me happy. You don't know any of this, in fact I think you are oblivious. Just a friend, a real great guy that you don't know what you'll do without him around for the next 3 months. Will you really miss me, or are you just saving my feelings? My feelings don't need any saving, they are obviously more fucked up then I can even grasp right now.

I want my shot to see where it goes.

But I'm keeping it inside, because if you knew, I think I may lose a friend.
Category Romance