I'm a liar and a fraud

I have been living a lie for 16 years. I pretend to live a normal life, I drive a nice car and earn an excellent salary at a great job. I dress nice, keep in shape and always look my best. It is all a lie. I am in my mid 30's and have never been married and have no children, I tell everyone it is because I am career oriented and haven't the time for relationships and kids. If only they knew the truth; I am a meth addict and have been using it for 16 years. I am ashamed of myself, I wish I had never tried it. It is what I put first in my life, it has become the love of my life. How sad! I want to be the person that I pretend to be, I want to be normal.

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advice from Guest3055597 | 05-02-2007 18:59 | E : 1 | S : 0
to become to person you want to be, you need to let go of the things love (good or bad). Fight for your life, fight for your future and you will be alright....

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advice from Guest3054570 | 05-02-2007 16:33 | E : 0 | S : 1
I've heard of a way that people get out of addiction... they come to God. I heard it from this guy once. His legs had huge scars on them. His throught had a scar also. He tried to commit suicide while in jail. Then he found Jesus. All I can say is... there are those in this world who pray for people like you. Those who care. Try all you can to find God. Not just a religion, but God himself.Seek with all your heart. I never went through this myself, but it is the only way I ever heard of anyone bieng able to quit.

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