I'm Gay, and I Hate It
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It's not long enough time to find out
That what I used to hate now becomes my eagernesss
Since I was raped by you
And I honestly like it
It even brought more ecstasy
Than making out with my girl
But now I hate it
I hate it because I like it
I hate it because my world is not the same anymore
Why did you do that to me so many times?
It's not that I don't like it
I do. I really do.
But now I'm not myself anymore.
Category General Confession
Submitted 02-22-2007 19:26
Visited 996 times. 66.67 Compelling Rating (rated 3 times) 70.00 Sincerity Rating (rated 3 times)
advice from Guest821011 | 03-12-2007 21:03 | E : 2 | S : 0
I'm sorry this happened to you. You will find yourself again. This sounds like traumatic stress. Try to limit your exposure to this person. You will have to come back and confront them - but you should distance yourself any way you can right now - you need room.
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advice from Guest2555834 | 03-12-2007 22:20 | E : 3 | S : 1
I sense alot of shame in you. There are plenty of straight men that enjoy anal stimulation. It is a completely normal, healthy, erogenous zone.
However, your self hatred seems to have more to do with the fact that you've been raped. Being physically hurt and/or violated repeatedly puts an immense amount of strain on the human psyche. Did you know that a large percentage of women never report a rape because the stimulation caused their bodies to orgasm? They then feel conflicted wondering if they liked it or deserved it because their bodies reacted this way. It is completely untrue that anyone deserves to be violated in this manner.
Don't hate yourself because you had no control of what your body was doing. Alot of people feel this way. I advise seeking a support group. Don't feel ashamed, your thoughts and feelings are far more common than you know.
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advice from Guest2552840 | 03-12-2007 13:54 | E : 0 | S : 3
I agree with 2520647.. totally kinky.
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advice from Guest2520647 | 03-08-2007 15:22 | E : 0 | S : 4
I don't think you're gay...
I think you're kinky
tell "your girl" about rubber beads or something...
I don't know.
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