I'm in love (one sided)

i'm twenty and in love. i fell in love with my friend my very best friend, but i cant have her. she likes guys. i would call it an accident really, its not like i'm gay or anything i just happened to fall in love with this person who happens to be the same sex as me, right? she truly is amazing in every way. if i tell her how i feel will she love me too? if i never say anything ill be miserable right? having to hear about her dates with guys kills me. and if a tell her how i feel and she rejects me what then? i would have lost the her for good. she is wonderful. confused is the perfect word to describe me. She kissed me...
i love her.
Category Dirty Little Secret