I am in love

I am in love with my best friend, who is bisexual. I am not bisexual, I am very straight. I've told her I love her, but in a friend way. Every time she talks about her girlfriend, I get really angry and quiet because I hate her girlfriend. When I'm at work, I think of all these horrible things that I would want to call her and do to her. I enjoy being with my best friend more than my own boyfriend.
Category Embarrassed