i cant help but love you

everyday you're in my mind. everyday i think of you. everyday i wish you were there with me. every night i have nightmares. of car accidents. us fighting. us dying, you dying.

i dont understand it.
i dont get it either.
i've never told my mother or anyone about it.
just a few close friends.

i love you.
i have since the day we dated.
and even when we broke up and i was shattered.
i never stopped loving you.
i want to be with you again.
i miss you.
i cant tell you this.
because i'd never see you.
i'd never get held by you.
nd even though i'd be with you.. i'd still miss you.
i wish there was an easy way around this.
i wish you'd visit me. even if its just once.
i wish you felt the same way about me.

i dont even think you love me anymore.
im sorry i hurt you all that time.
and i still feel so stupid.
for counting the days
we're not together.
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