I cheated, he doesnt know and I hate him for even looking at another girl

Forgive me...please. But I am such a b___, it's not even funny. I'm so jealous of any other girl reflected in your eyes and ever since you've gone off to school, I've been a nervous wreck. I'm jealous because of all the parties and the girls you're around and it drives me crazy! But....maybe this is what I deserve because I cheated on you. I had sex (and it was amazing) with an old, old friend of mine and yet, here I am getting all pissy and jealous of you and other girls you aren't even dating. But a darker, more sadistic side of me...wants to kill every girl reflected in your eyes, even if she is funnier than me, prettier than me...I want her dead and I want to be the ONLY girl for you, even though I don't deserve it.
Category Betrayal