i didnt

i could've gone all the way and gotten away with it, but i didnt. i did let her kiss me and i did kiss her back, but when she tried to go further i couldnt stop thinking about you. and i finally stopped it. we couldve gone all the way and never said anything again, we dont even live in the same state, but i didnt. she kept trying and it was really difficult because i had liked her for a long time before i fell for you.i feel so bad for even going that far and it kills me everyday and sometimes i want to tell you but the guilt is so less painful than the look that would be in your eyes. i love you and want to marry you but i know i would have to tell you before we got married because i couldnt live with myself and you would ask me and you know i cant lie and i couldnt go on without telling you but its killing me bad enough right now.

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