sometimes I hate him for leaving
when I just starting to realize
how much I cared.
Sometimes I hate myself for waiting so long
to let go.
Sometimes I hate both of us for being stupid
and starting a relationship so soon
based on things we didnt even know
and in the end it hurt worse than anything.
Well 8 months has passed.
I gave him his space.
And I took mine.
But I still love him.
I've tried dating.
I've tried moving on.
I can only think of him.
But im too scared to call or write him.
I am afraid of what he'll say.
Im afraid he wont reply.
Im afriad because I lied.
And because im a minor
and hes an adult
I dont want trouble,
for him
or me.
But I want him.
And everyday its eating away at me,
knowing that he's probably in more pain
for the lies I told.
Seeing my friends in high school
happily in love,
and I could have that...
if I wasnt in love with another guy.
Category Romance
