i dont want to want you

i spent my savings to visit you. i've called, texted, written letters and sent packages. i've told you i want you to be mine. you've said you've been waiting to hear that for so long. still you say it's too complicated now and we'll figure it out soon. nothing has been figured out and i don't think i'll ever be a part of your plans. it's okay if you don't want me, but please just let me know. if i can't have you, i don't want to want you anymore.

Category Didn't Want To Know - But I Do