i hate him

I hate him so much, ill NEVER forgive him for the things that he has done to me and my family. I cant even look at him anymore. My own brother, a drug addict. Hes stolen so much from us and has hit me before, a while ago, before I could fight back. Im bigger now, stronger both mentaly and physicly but im still much too young to have seen the things ive seen. To have felt what ive felt. Hes threatened to kill me before and made me hate myself, then i realised im bigger then that and its not my fault. i know its not truly his either, its the drugs. He used to be sweet, caring, and absolutly hilarious an amazing guy to be around. and I miss that, I miss him. Hes no longer himself and i just dont know what to do anymore..

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