I Hate Memories

I started cutting again. Nobody knows it but me, I'm ashamed of it, and I'm starting to hate myself mroe every day because of it. I don't know why I do this to myself. I'm just glad everyone thinks I'm happy, nobody suspects a thing. But I wish I could talk to someone, because I don't think I'm going to be okay this time. It's just hard, when you trust no one. I would give anything to be happy again, and forget about all the foolish things I let myself go through just because I thought they love me, I wish I didn't love them. (I hate memories, I wish they really did make something that erased someone from your mind, just like Internal Sunshine For The Spotless Mind)
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advice from Guest2624878 | 03-13-2008 10:27 | E : 0 | S : 0
i know how you feel.
stay strong.
please take care of yourself.
xo
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advice from Guest2457923 | 03-14-2008 16:24 | E : 0 | S : 0
me too. no one knos I cut n tht I'm really not happy. the only problem is I think even if I had the eraser ppl wud still remind me n I wud go throw all the pain all ovr again
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