i hate that i love him

i hate the fact that i love my boyfriend, people say love is blind but i disagree, he has been kinda nasty to me in the past and even broke up with me ...twice, but i still love him and i have no idea why , when im with him it feels righht but some times i just wish i didnt love him so i could just move on, but i cant
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advice from Guest1652839 | 12-04-2007 13:37 | E : 0 | S : 0
I understand you totally.
I loved my boyfriend deeply.
He has broken up with me thrice, and each time I begged him like a bitch to take me back.
Each time, he pretended to take pity on me so I could stay with him.
Everytime we quarrel, when I really could not take his shit anymore, I would threaten to break up.
Ends up, I love him too much to actually carry out my threat.
I just crumbled into tears and confessed I was too much of a coward to actually do it.
Or rather, too deeply in love.
So deeply in love that after the third time he broke up with me, I gave him a blowjob to seal the deal.
Sometimes I feel like such a slut for stooping to such a level to keep a bastard that doesn't even deserves me.
I hope you and I will find our way out soon.
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