I love my husband but...

I can't stop thinking about the guy I cheated on him with over 7 years ago. He was a great guy, someone I could have probably married had I not already been engaged. He was great in bed and really sensual. Put on really sexual music when we did it, he liked to make out, and I really wish I could get with him again, if only one more time. Either that or if my husband would do that kind of stuff, but he's not my "type" and he knows it. I like the TDH and he's TBlondeH. I don't what to do other than just fantisize but it doesn't ever feel like it's enough to satisfy me.
But don't get me wrong here...I couldn't ever see myself leaving my husband because we really are soulmates.
Category Romance