I still think I love him

So the guy that moved in next to me is still with the same girl. He became friends with the guy that f_____ me over really bad freshman year and even though I still think I am in love with my neighbor I am with this guy that is amazing and I love him but when we are with my neighbor and my friend who he is dating I cant help but watch him and wish I was with him and not the one I have. My friend was about to hook up with the guy I am dating but she met my neighbor and got with him instead and I wish every day that she would have got with him because now I think my neighbor likes me because he keeps telling his girl he thinks I am pretty and an all around great girl. It just makes me want him that much more. He is so amazing. He is perfect and I think I would look so much better with him than she does or than I do with my guy. HELP ME!!!!
Category Dirty Little Secret