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I want to die so bad sometimes

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I'm a bad, bad person. I look at porn daily, I was with a girl who still had a boyfriend (who is my best friend), a curse like a sailor...and I'm a leader at my church.

I feel horrible. Sometimes when I drive down a certain high way I wish that my tire would pop so I could swerve off the road and get into a terrible car accident so that no one who notice all the bad things I've done. Then other times I think about the same accident and I want it to end in death.

I think about suicide all the time. After every little mistake I make, or lie I tell, I think about suicide. The only way I keep going is by writing. I write short stories, and I make the main character commit suicide. It feels so much better than cutting myself.
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Submitted 11-19-2007 05:30
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advice from Guest1868656 | 12-24-2007 01:47 | E : 0 | S : 0
Don't do it... there is always ALWAYS a better way!

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