in lovE ?

So I have a good thing going with a casual friend turned lover and then during a major drinking binge party this weekend one of her friends lets slip that my girl had dabbled in ecstacy just before we got together. Besides the immediate fear of 'where has she been, what has she done,' I'm also questioning our romance. One of the turn ons for me was the supercharged attratction I had for her the first time we hooked up, it was a great date, perfect dinner, she looked hot, et cetra - - but I'm wondering if she helped set the mood chemically. If so, I'm really confused and not sure how to proceed?

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