In love w a lesbian

im in love w/ one of my best friends. however, she is a lesbian (she has her bi moments) and im in denial abt it (im a guy btw) idk wat to do, id NEVER tell her, cuz itd weird up our friendship
she tells me she loves me almost every day
weve rpd and had (i hate this term) cybersex, via txting
she found out she was a lesbian abt 2 yrs ago
my mom thinks shes not a lesbian becuz every time i hug her she blushes, i think its cuz shes in front of her parents
idk wat to do, im dating my other best friends (who is best friends w/ the lesbian too) and shes bi
my gf and the lesbian have gone to the point where theyve sucked each others nipples, so naturally i go crazy wit worry when they have sleepovers (4 girls tho, 2 straight one bi one lez)
now i find out the lez still has a lil crush on my gf
idk wat to do
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