in love with a soldier

he's my best friend's older brother and i fell in love with him. i met him at her house when i spent the night and we ended up talking for 3 or 4 hours and then we talked online because he had to go to colorado then over seas. i won't be able to see him for another 15 months and since he's in iraq it scares the s___ out of me that i may never get to see him again. My dad is completely against the whole thing because "he's too old" but i can't help it i love him and i think that's the first time i've said that outloud.
Category Romance