in love with Boston

i'm in love with a woman that lives in Boston but i'm married to a man in Alabama...........i've never felt this way in my life and i've never been more confused.........
i've split from him not knowing what else to do but inside i feel like jenny from forest gump...just running lost and scared...sometimes i just wanna end my life so that i no longer have to think or feel guilty anymore.......the thought of my child is the main reason i haven't hurt myself.....the guilt of knowing how horrible it would be to grow up without a mother makes me unable to do the unspeakable...i don't want to hurt her....i want to be here for her.......

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