when i started seeing someone new, i was still seeing my ex.
everytime i would try to break up with him (my ex) he would beat me until i said i would never leave him.
i told the new guy i was a virgin, when the truth is, my first time was with my ex.
he raped me... i said no everytime
after me and the new guy started getting more intimate, i told him my ex was abusive and had raped me before, and i stopped picking up my ex's phone calls... but i always thought after my ex got some anger management i would go back to him, so i didn't take what i had with the new guy seriously...so i kissed another boy... but then i felt guilty and told him... and the new guy was devastated, and said he thought of me as a girl friend.
i think i am the reason the new guy is such a womanizer now.
sometimes i question if i was raped or not.
Category Betrayal
