Like I Care

I want him to stay, but I want him to leave.I want him to miss me when he's gone, but I don't want to notice that he's not right down the row. I want to be sad that he's going only on the day that he actually leaves. I want him to tell his friends back home about me and how much fun we had and how much he wishes that they could all know me, but I know that he won't.

When he leaves there will be some amount of closure, which will be helpful I guess. We're courtesy friends at this point and it will make things easier when I don't have to worry about seeing him all the time.

I won't even miss him that much.

I won't.
Category Didn't Want To Know - But I Do

advice from Guest2233906 | 02-01-2008 18:29 | E : 3 | S : 1
I'm him.

I'll never tell them that I love you, because it hurts too much. I don't like being "courtsey" friends, but its my only chance to stay connected to you.

You will miss me.
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advice from Guest1883993 | 12-26-2007 02:28 | E : 1 | S : 0
I am in that same position but you do miss him because you are writing about him. I miss mine too, he has another life that he can't share me with and it hurts to know they will always come first and i am just on the sideline.

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advice from Guest939312 | 12-24-2007 10:23 | E : 0 | S : 0
It doesn't make it easier.
Trust me.
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advice from Guest2328968 | 02-12-2008 14:21 | E : 0 | S : 0
I've been in the same situation. But trust me it's better off that way. Since the begining we both knew i was going to leave.
He promised me he'd never forget me. He's not talking to me anymore because of his new GF.
And i know he won't tell anyone how much he still loves me, because I know he does.
Sometimes it pisses me off but trust me, you'll get over it.
Today it's been 8 months i haven't seen him.
And there isn't one day i didn't think of him.

just enjoy your present life to the fullest and don't have any regrets.
Good luck.
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advice from Guest2335647 | 02-13-2008 12:34 | E : 0 | S : 0
don't write him off just yet, not untill you know for sure what he'll say or do. and even if he does he still might want to be with you. wait for closure and if it dosn't come CALL HIM.
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advice from Guest2234223 | 02-01-2008 19:29 | E : 1 | S : 4
Too wishy washy. Yank the bandaid off and move on with your life.
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