Loathsome Girl

I really genuinely hate myself, I'm needy, whiny, stupid, self obsessed, apathetic, anti social, forgettable, boring, repetitive, hopeless, pathetic and just not worth the bother.
I feel like everyone around me hates me and just doesn't say anything. I just wanna die, it's not like suicide though, it's just at random moments I feel this great wish to just have someone shoot me in the head or stab me or something.
and I know that everyone who reads this will just think I'm a whiny kid who wants attention. but don't we all want and crave attention? isn't that why so many people are fucked up? because people didn't pay attention until it was too late. I just want someone to pay attention to me before it's too late and I'm just another statistic.
Category General Confession