looks up to

I'm not the girl who everyone looks up to. I'm not the girl who made it to the top ten percent of her class. I'm not the girl who has the perfect relationship. I'm not the girl who's had the bestest life ever. I'm not the girl who makes up problems just because she doesn't have any of her own. SO STOP TRYING TO TELL ME THIS!!!!!!!!! I'm the girl who lies about everything to everyone. I'm the girl who failed even though I'm quiet and "smart". I'm the girl who hides her face from her boyfriend because no one could possibly love this. I'm the girl who's said to be so freaking sweet and yet I'm the one who doesn't have any friends at all. I'm the girl who cuts and bleeds and screams and yells and cries and overdoses wishing that maybe someday there'll be a terrible accident. Just so that I won't have to live thinking that I messed up everything that could've been good in life.
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advice from Guest1590699 | 01-06-2008 02:03 | E : 1 | S : 0
It's never to late to start over. Try to see someone to talk with. It's hard, I know, I've been trying to summon up the courage for 4 years.
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