love and hate together in one little packageQuickCode : lnhi have been with my boyfriend for 1+ years. he was the main cause of my depression because he kept saying that he doesn't want this relationship. i love him so much that i don't want to lose him. but there is a part of me that covertly rebels him. this manifests by going out secretly behind his back, clubbing and drinking till i get so high that i cannot remember what happened. as much as i love him, i hate him too for causing me all the pain. Visited 420 times. advice from Guest1096778 | 10-07-2007 23:11 | E : 0 | S : 0 |