Loveless

I'm a 15 years old female with brown eyes and long, brown hair. I'm 5'8' and I wiegh 143 lbs. I have glasses and am bookish, no sports here. I'm intellectual and quiet. I'm reserved and find it hard to throw myself out there and make friends.

Really, I just want to be loved. I want people to look at me and think, "Wow, that girl is so much fun! I love hanging out with her and she so pretty, too!" I know they don't. Because I'm not like that. I want someone who wants me, who needs me. I want to know that someone would feel empty and alone without me.
It makes me feel like I could be thinner and prettier and more outgoing. It makes me want to change myself. It makes me think that there is something wrong with me and that I'll never be like those popular girls who have bestfriends and boyfriends and act like it's all natural. Like everything should be that way. It's not. It's really not.

I just want to be loved.
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advice from Guest1216025 | 06-02-2007 09:05 | E : 2 | S : 1
Dont ever change yourself to make people accept you! It wont make you happy in the long run. Youre only 15, you have the whole of your life ahead of you, theres no need to worry about trivial stuff like this. Just be yourself and you will find people similar to you, who will like you for who you are, not someone you feel you should/have to be.
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advice from Guest3014523 | 06-02-2007 07:50 | E : 0 | S : 1
I'm sure that in the future you will find someone who thinks a lot about you and wil feel empty and alone with out you but your only 15 theres still plenty of time yet you never know someone may think that already they just mite find it hard to tell you. Don't change yourself though people should love you the way you are if they don't they're not worth bothering with! and as you get older you'll find it easier to make friends i did but maybe you could do something where you meet new people i hope everything turns out right for you
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