Maybe for the best?

I'm in love with my ex-boyfriend even though he cheated on me. He made out with one of his best friends and then goes and tells me that he thinks shes the one for him. He had loved her forever but he still went out with me. I had done stuff that i never did with any other guy in my life and I feel kindof used. However, I feel more like I will never be a first choice for anyone. I always seem to be the second girl they choose after the first one rejects him. I think that noone will ever love me completely and why should I bother anymore. I'm thinking I'm never going to be able to trust anyone that I end up dating just because of what my ex did to me.
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