Murderer

My parents are divorced. The night they got separated I was laying on the couch in the living room, reading the fourth Harry Potter book
to my little brother. It was the first task and in the other room I could hear them screaming. 'You slept with her!' And other things I can't say. When ever I watch the movie or read the book I break down. I think about my mother and how she killed herself. My father married the woman he slept with, and I can't look at my sister that resulted of the night my dad slept cheated on my mom, without thinking,

"Murderer."
Category Didn't Want To Know - But I Do

advice from Guest3396875 | 07-17-2007 04:30 | E : 4 | S : 0
I'm sorry.
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advice from Guest3264181 | 06-20-2007 18:19 | E : 3 | S : 1
let me start this out with im so sorry. but its not your fault and you should never feel guilty its completely okey to feel bad and cry, yes it would be good to talk to someone but some people dont need that. you need to find something to take out your frustration on, maybe a activity, sport, something that will really get you pumping. i promise youll feel alot better.
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advice from Guest3488939 | 07-30-2007 11:41 | E : 3 | S : 2
I don't mean to instigate or anything... But...

Maybe you should confront your father.

Tell him EXACTLY how you feel. EXACTLY.

Call him a murderer.

Make him feel like dying.

That piece of s.
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advice from Guest3533198 | 08-05-2007 15:49 | E : 2 | S : 1
im really sorry about your mom. and i couldnt live with knowing my father did that. idk how old you are but my advice is move out.
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advice from Guest1009479 | 09-23-2007 23:19 | E : 1 | S : 0
oh. my. gosh.
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advice from Guest853722 | 09-27-2007 19:35 | E : 2 | S : 1
when i was a senior my cousin killed herself. she had been acting weird and i wanted to have a good time at the prom and said some mean things to her. i called her a drama queen and told her she was doing it for attention. while i was in a limo having a blast she hung herself.i think her pain was overwhelming like i am sure your mom's was but it's not your sister's fault, it's the adults decisions that lead to all this. i get it, it's like one life ends and another begins, but your sister didn't do it. Love her, remember she has the same a__ hole for a father that you do!
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advice from Guest1445533 | 11-15-2007 07:26 | E : 2 | S : 1
Meredith Grey" "I'm sure you're a very nice girl, Lexi - but you aren't a girl that I want to have to know."

Everyone is right. It isn't your sister's fault - but you don't have to feel badly for not wanting to have to know her. In your shoes, I don't think that I'd want to, either.
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advice from Guest3207463 | 06-06-2007 12:03 | E : 2 | S : 2
wow, you need to see the school counselor and allow yourself the opportunity to talk it out with someone and vent all of your frustrations and feelings - otherwise who knows what might be in store for you, your half sister, and father in the distant future. good luck.
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advice from Guest3226197 | 06-11-2007 18:16 | E : 1 | S : 1
that must be so terrible for you! i really do feel for you and it will be hard but as time goes on you'll feel less pain.
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advice from Guest3271948 | 07-05-2007 10:29 | E : 1 | S : 1
aah, you need to work out who it is that you're really angry with. It's not your sister's fault she was conceived and born.
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advice from Guest812989 | 08-28-2007 09:48 | E : 1 | S : 1
yeh i know its hard but you shouldnt blame your sister =[
the only reason your blaming her is because you have no one else to blame but its no ones fault =[
dont worry everything will be okay in time you will see
xx
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advice from Guest1108506 | 10-11-2007 21:01 | E : 0 | S : 0
wow you gotta lot of advice on here. this shows how much people care about you. we all just want to help and i know you'll be okay. i'm sorry all this happened and it's not fair at all. many people think they might be able to relate but you've got a different situation than many others. life's not fair but you've got to know, and be positive. the worst is over. and you've got people here for you. and hell i think you'll make it through. living through this is a huge thing. and i dont even know you, but your my hero going through this.
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advice from Guest2235161 | 02-01-2008 21:29 | E : 1 | S : 1
i would feel the same way.
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advice from Guest3207847 | 06-06-2007 13:35 | E : 2 | S : 3
Wow. I could see that. You should spend as little time as possible with this sister and mabye seak some professional help. As long as you don't do anything about here being a "murderer" then I think you are ok. There was nothing that you could have done about your moms death. She went threw a very tramatic time and felt that she couldn't handle it any other way. I am very sorry for your loss. I wish there was something that i could do.
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advice from Guest3229577 | 06-12-2007 12:58 | E : 2 | S : 3
It will be Ok.
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advice from Guest3247433 | 06-16-2007 16:44 | E : 0 | S : 1
loseing someone is always hard and its natural that you want to blame someone for your mothers death, but rember its not your sisters fault but if you cant get the thought out of your head then try to avoid being with her. just remember it will hurt less with time not stop hurting just less. im so sorry for your loss, stay strong make your mother proud of you.
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advice from Guest863848 | 09-04-2007 01:59 | E : 2 | S : 3
It is no more your sister's fault than it is yours. Don't blame her for something she had no control over. You should see a therapist to talk this out so that you can try to get over this as much as possible.
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advice from Guest906158 | 09-09-2007 18:41 | E : 0 | S : 1
your sister has nothing do be blamed about.its not her fault she isnt ur late mothers daughter.sure enuf u can be mad with ur dad as long as you want but do u realy want to waste the rest of your life hating some1 for a something that happnd years ago???i grew up hating some1 and then she died suddenly with out me sayin sorry or letting her explain things.i wish i neva hated her now cuz she was a nice person.she jst made a mistake and i didnt give her a chance to make it up to me.i personally think you shoud move on.never 4get your mother but no mother would want u to hate some1.no mother.
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