my brain is about to explode or implode whichever comes first

im so confused. and i keep going over those few moments in my mind and wat i shud hav probably done, not that thats gonna help me any. you dont talk to me the whole night, which isn't unusual, and just as im gettin use to this, at every party we hardly day two words to eachother, as im leavin, you pull me back for a second long hug, and the way you hold me there makes me so happy. and i think again mayb there is something between us...but i cant put myself out ther because im too afraid. and wen i got home as i was trying to go to sleep all i think sbout was that i shud hav looked you in the eye as i left..eye contact never hurts right? but instead i just looked at the floor and made my departure....i feel so stupid. mayb that was my chance...and now i'v missed it again.

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