My first time was rapeQuickCode : rapeWhen I was 18, my best friend raped me, but I never told anyone. Before it happened, I thought I was in love with him. Me and him are still friends, and sometimes I think I still have feelings for him. I've never forgiven myself Visited 596 times. advice from Guest3642839 | 08-18-2007 19:16 | E : 0 | S : 0 advice from Guest3285745 | 12-19-2007 19:03 | E : 0 | S : 0 |