my heart should be wrong

when i talk to him he makes me laugh.when he smiles at me he makes go to the sky.when my other best friend comes and hugs him and kisses him in front of me my heart brakes but i fake a smile so he wont see that i wish that i was his dream girl.he tells me that i am his best friend.but i have this feeling in my heart that kills me inside i tell myself that my heart should be wrong.he always tells me that good stuff in his life and his bad stuff in life.but he doesn't know a thing that i know is that his girlfriend my best friend cheats on him shell tell me that if I'll tell him she will make him be mad at me.i hate it but thats just my heart that knows that he is my perfect guy.oh what should i do?

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