My Mom

my mom has had cancer for almost 4 years now. she had breast cancer when i was in 8th grade and then went into remission. about a year ago she got sick again. now its getting worse and its spreading to her liver and more.
i try to hide from the thought of losing the most important woman in my life. ive tried everything.i dont drink anymore but for a while that was my crutch.
i want to talk to somebody.
i cant tell any of my friends anything i need to at least appear strong and put together.
i dont know what to do.
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