my secret

I have been in love with the same boy for over two years. We have been together several times through out this period of time. Last November he cheated on me and we ended up breaking up. Yet we still continued to talk. Only this time in secret because my parents told me I couldn't see or talk to him anymore. I know that he uses me and that I should just leave him alone but I cant hes the only person I ever want to be with and hes the only person that makes me feel alive. If it wasn't for him I would probably be dead right now. I feel like I live a secret life because I constantly have to lie to all of my family to see and to talk to him. But its worth it to me. I'm just so scared im going to lose him again when he isnt even mine anymore. I'm determined to get him back one day tho no matter what it takes
Category Romance