Narcissus

I am so happy knowing that secretly I am in love with myself. I am a gypsy inside and someday I will probably just take off. Usually I am three places at once as it is. I am bright, funny and in a long-term relationship but I dream about just leaving. Sometimes I just sit and think about the places that I am going, will go, things I will do, alone or with someone else. Maybe that is healthy, I am not sure, but I never want to stop thinking about the possibilities that exist beyond where I am and what I already know. The life in my head is so beautiful and sometimes day-to-day life seems mundane and pales in comparison. I have had a very exciting life with many lovers, lives and even raised a kid or three. I have had my heart broken, been in love, been in lust, been driven, made money, spent money, made art, given of myself completely. I feel like such a glutton for life because I still just want more, just wanna drink it up til I spill over.
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