never again

i don't want to love again because of you. 10 months later, and i'm not enitrely over you. i haven't been truely happy since 10 months ago. i loved you. i wanted to show you, but was too afraid. and by the time i was ready to, i found out you were meeting up with another girl. and now your with her. you been with her for 6 months now. but why do i still dream about you? 6 times since the beginning of this year youve been in my dreams. i can't forget you. i'll always love you, but right now i hate you. i hate that we don't speak. and im too scared too, because i think you dont like me. i get so angry when i see my friends talk and hug you, and i cant. i would go back in time, just to have what we once have, and change the way i acted in situations. i want to know that you still care about me. i dont know how i can find out, all i can think of is suicide...
Category Romance