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So everything started when i was a little girl and i live in a small city with my parents where lived most old families, so there weren't children to play with me. FIrst i started relationships wit other kids in kindergarten. But i hated that place because the only one person i could talk was a teacher. I didn't knew how to talk with children. I think it was a reason why i can love just much older men now. I can't love my age people. I really want to love someone, but i can love just a much older man. Sometimes i hate myself for this. When i was a young 12 years teenager i thought it was temporarily, but now i'm 17. I loved two men but they were married and i understood that i'm miserable. i'm not that one who could try to do sth to make them look at me. i'm very sensitive and i really need someone to love. I feel very lonely...I hate myself for this...
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advice from Guest1574750 | 11-27-2007 12:33 | E : 0 | S : 0