Online love

I've been speaking to you for almost 6 years. I have never met you. I am inlove with you. The idea of being with you. I have come so close to meeting you so many times but have backed out. I moved to be in the same state as you and yet i never met you. Tonight you told me you didnt want me. By a text message. You have broken me completely. My heart is cracked and i don't know if it can ever heal. You are my dreams, fantasies and life all in a bundle. I tried calling again. And again. But were told you were on msn with your ex boyfriend because he needed you with his own issues. What about me? Wy can't you feel me. Be there for me. Why why why? Am i alone? Am i the only person who has ever done this with someone i have never met?
Category General Confession