Pills that fill Blood that pours

I find pills around my mother's house that give you energy or make you lose weight. I take anything that will take off the weight. I take the pills in school when people aren't around and before I go to sleep or before they feed me....After everyone's gone I exercise for hours until I pass out. I scratch at my skin to make myself bleed and when the scratches close up I scratch again whenever I want to see the blood. I just want to start over. I want to wash away every part of my body so nobody can see how disgusting I am.
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advice from Guest2121794 | 01-20-2008 02:01 | E : 0 | S : 0
I really wish that I knew you so that I could give you a hug and tell you that I love you. there are many people that love you and think you are beautiful. I can tell because of the way you say you hide what you are doing. you have the body you where given, don't hurt it, it is beautiful in every way.
Please be happy.
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advice from Guest2150902 | 01-24-2008 18:21 | E : 0 | S : 0
i understand how you feel. but what ive come to realize is that ppl dont focus on the physical so much, if youre comfortable with urself - the good the bad the ugly - people will respond. it takes some time but sto pfocusing so much on ur the little imperfections your body has and focus on the things that make you happy. give that a try for one day, see how you feel
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advice from Guest2187482 | 01-27-2008 13:26 | E : 0 | S : 0
This is more than self loathing, this is a psychological disorder, get help.You will find love when you learn to love yourself.
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