Please help me move on this is my deepest secret

There's this teacher and I'm truly in love with him and i can't help it! i know this isn't puppy love for a couple of ways, he's not even cute but i fall for him anyway, i love him for who he is, not the way he looks and i get this tight knotty feeling in my stomach every time i think of him, c him, or hear his voice. there's a couple problems though. he is 18 years older then i and he is married and his wife is having a baby soon. i feel happy for him and his wife but am jealous. HELP ME! i can't seem to move on! WHAT SHOULD I DO????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Category Romance