purging blood

I eat too much. I've been trying to lose weight, and for a while it was great- but now I'm so useless. I mess up, and when I do, I purge until my throat bleeds, because I'm such a failure. Sometimes i purge without binging, sometimes I don't eat for a day. Most times I make myself exercise for three hours "to feel better". It never works though. And after all of this I'm still too fat- No one can love me! I want to escape from this circle of obsession!
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advice from Guest3243283 | 06-15-2007 12:09 | E : 0 | S : 0
i ernt through it to, and what eventually after years, helped me get somewhat better was realizing that all those people who i thought hated me really wanted to see me well and were there for me after all. you are loved, i promise.
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advice from Guest3246232 | 06-16-2007 09:00 | E : 0 | S : 0
You suffer from a common disorder called body image distortion. You see yourself as unlovable, because of something that has happened in your past. There is a lack of control in your life, and food consumption (or lack there of) is the one thing in your life you feel you have control over. This vicious cycle will eventually kill you if you do not get professional help. You need to heal your mind before you adjust you weight. It is not your fault, and with time and learning to love who you are, you can be happy.
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advice from Guest3247042 | 06-16-2007 13:16 | E : 0 | S : 0
Sweetie you need to learn to love yourself No one is perfect. If you love your self and own yourdelf youd be surprised at how people look at you differently. You will find love once you love yourself. Its not the fat that keeps people away, No one wants to date someone that has low selfestem. I know I was there I weight 216 lbs and am 5'2". I wasnt until I accepted myself that I met the man of my dreams.
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advice from Guest3024978 | 06-19-2007 18:30 | E : 0 | S : 0
I hope this is not you? Im thinking of ways I can write something you will recognise so you'll know that I care. Even if its not you, I know its you and your not fat and I love you.
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advice from Guest3264369 | 06-20-2007 20:14 | E : 0 | S : 0
pray to god
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advice from Guest3264555 | 06-20-2007 21:07 | E : 0 | S : 0
Something tells me your a size 4. Take a closer look.
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