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the world see's me as out going, happy, loving life, loving myself, smart, on top of the world

what they dont see is when i go home...i cry so hard, i sit with the pills in front of me and pray for the courage to end it. I feel so ugly, depressed, and a failure.
they also dont know i've been diagnosed as bipolar, and without treatment given 5-10 years before i die

i just wanna be dead, so i;m no longer a burden or in pain...

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Submitted 10-16-2007 05:47
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advice from Guest1249181 | 10-25-2007 23:57 | E : 0 | S : 0
BiPolar and give 5-10 years to live? One doesn't die from being Bipolar, you sure your doc meant that?
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advice from Guest1306051 | 11-02-2007 02:05 | E : 0 | S : 0
I feel the same way almost every day. Nothing seems to help. I wish something would make me feel better.
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