Scared and Hurt

There's this really sweet guy who wants to date me. He's so awesome and I know that he would be good to me. But I'm scared to death to date him. I'm terrified that something will go wrong like it always has in the past. I'm pretty much an example of Murphy's Law applied to dating; if it can go wrong, it most certainly will. 3 of my ex's are gay, 4 moved away in the middle of our relationship, 2 joined the military and were sent to other countries, 2 turned into jerks overnight, and 1 had an emotional breakdown. So for the past year, I've just given up on dating because I'd rather be alone than to be hurt by breakups anymore. And this guy is just so great that I would hate to see it end like those did. I just don't want to be hurt anymore. I want to love and be loved for who I am. I really want to give him a chance, but it's hard to let go of the past.

Category Romance