Sex, Drugs... And Everything Else.

I was a good child, I really was. Everything is changing though.
I drink and get drunk, often. Sometimes before class even.
I've smoked... something I promised myself I would never do.
And after the first time, I promised many people I would never do it again... what a joke I am.
And now, I'm considering throwing my life away for this one guy...
Doing drugs and stuff, just for him...
I used to be so good, and had good morals...
what happened?
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advice from Guest1875420 | 01-12-2007 01:02 | E : 1 | S : 0
you gave up and you gave in, but you've past that part. it seems you've gotten enough of a beating and you've been hearing the same things over and over, and that may mean you've come to peace with that. technically, there are many definitions that define "good morals", it may mean that you follow 10 rules that are set in stone, it may mean you have to kill yourself and take as many as you can with you in the name of allah. find what you stand for, what you believe in, you cant go blindly into a meaningful and successful relationship without securing yourself. maybe smoking and drinking arent necessarily bad, sometimes you have to experience the bad so that you truely understand why its labeled as a "bad" thing.

you've got a decision to make, i just hope you're happy with whatever you choose to do
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advice from Guest2362723 | 02-18-2007 20:41 | E : 0 | S : 0
just because you drink and smoke doesn't mean that you have no morals. if you're in college, you're normal. however, you shouldn't drink or smoke for a guy, but i think you already know that and it's why you're upset with yourself. but don't be so hard on yourself, just fix it. you are the only person who can change what you don't like.
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advice from Guest2729301 | 04-01-2007 17:57 | E : 0 | S : 0
I had a phase like that ..and then i grew up. I hope you don't get stuck in that "phase" it can be a downward spiral.
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advice from Guest3132035 | 05-16-2007 20:31 | E : 0 | S : 0
I relate to you completely. I recently broke up with my boyfriend because I realized that even though I loved him, he influenced me to do bad things such as coke and shrooms. You just have to decide if hes really worth it.

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advice from Guest821011 | 01-10-2007 07:49 | E : 0 | S : 2
What you are talking about are vices and don't suggest to me that there is anything wrong with your morals. At least you recognize your demons which is more than most people. I'm hopeful that you will take the reigns in your life and only come out stronger and wiser from these experiences.
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advice from Guest1874597 | 01-11-2007 00:28 | E : 0 | S : 2
Find a better guy.
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